Dear William and Kate,

If William is 100% royal and Kate is 0% royal, will that make your son the half-blood prince?

Sincerely, curious.

dearblankpleaseblank.com

if its not from the heart, its not worth doing...
if its not from the heart, theres no use asking...

look what i found in my notes admist all the supposed studying...=(

Wow.. that just opened up a recently recovered wound...

"Did your brother freak out when you told him you almost died?"

"I didn't tell him, look at him. He's so happy. If he knew what I went through, he'll feel terrible. Why would I want to do that to him. I love him so much." ~Scrubs S05E17~

I'll remember you for helping out then, and the guy who loved mama's coffee.. RIP.

Out looking my self-reliance, independence and backbone...

I hope the ache I'm feeling in my chest is just feeling too hungry or even just a heart ache and not something more serious than that..

I would have no problems passing...

if only I were in the right state of mind.. but I guess then life would have been too easy...

I'll do alright... right?

Its funny how anothers words of encouragement can affect you..

About 12 hours to exam and I still dont think I can pass..

not even the bell curve can save me now...

It would be easier to let go if I stopped believing that every relationship will be the last...

but only when you do believe, will you be able to give it your all..

God, grant me the SERENITY to accept the things I cannot change, the COURAGE to change the things I can and the WISDOM to know the difference.

Serenity, courage or wisdom?

the little things that mean so much..

in my moment of greatest excitement, i still think of sharing it with you...

but only as friends..

when we first got together, i knew the consequences if we were to ever break up.. seems like i've forgotten about it after so long..

"You think more about things you've lost than the trophies that you've won. When you've won, you have a medal. When you've lost, you just keep thinking about what went wrong." ~Edwin VdS

Intellectually moved on, but not emotionally..

You can dream, you can reminisce, but whatever you do, do not dwell on it..

"Nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy"

were things too easy between us?

"theres no easy way of saying this, so i'm just gonna go straight ahead and say it..."

what does karma say about this one?

why the hell did i just do that?

The heart wants what the heart wants.. theres little use in fighting it.

suck it up chris

Officially, thats the first time I've drank till I puked my guts out... three times.

There are songs which just rips my heart out at this time.. emo songs are so not for me.

Everyday I think of new things that would bother me.

Scrap that, every few hours...

There hasnt been a morning thats gone by without me thinking about us...

Dear God, please steer me away from hatred. It is not part of your teachings and I want to steer clear of it.

Whatsapp! i'm loving it...

My heart still skips a beat when you blink purple..

I am a complete pathetic mess..

if I were anymore distracted in my exam today... your name would end up on my exam paper..

will I be able to not think about what I will be missing today?

I wonder how I'll feel if I dont get a good luck for my paper tomorrow..

only time will tell..

but do I really want to find out?

*Edit* When good luck means more then a simple good luck..

No amount of guilt you feel will change your feelings..

No amount of sorrys you say will reduce my hurt,

but I'm thankful that at least you're still my friend, and things could have been worse.

the are four things i have been doing to cheer myself up in the past week
1. talk to you
2. call my friend half way across the world
3. call home
4. spill my thoughts here

Some people build walls around themselves to see who cares enough to break down those walls.

But sometimes those walls keep so many people out, that in the end you have few to turn to...

I'm thankful for the friends I have.

People dont always think straight and say the right stuff when they are upset. I think I just sent quite a desperate email

why is it that whats left of my heart is actually telling me that i'm letting go much too easily?

The hardest thing about loving someone, is learning to let the person go.

I'm letting go, but if you ever want to give us another chance, you know where to find me.

here's to forty-one wonderful months. thank you for your time and companionship with me.