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What goes through your mind when someone asks "How are you?". Do you say okay even when you are not? Or do you just say fine because we are taught that "Fine, thank you" is a polite answer.

Sometimes we just bitch about school work or how the previous lecture went. How seldom do we actually stop to think and reply with how we actually feel deep down inside? The feeling when you're lying in bed just before you sleep. When all the world comes to a crawl, and the silence of the night engulfs you. The true answer to how you feel shall reveal itself.

But then again, sharing this to every "How are you" that comes your way is just too impractical. For one, you're not that close to your acquaintances. Also there simply isn't enough time to share how things are when you fleetingly passby a friend. If that's the case, "How are you" should only be saved for chill out or emo sessions.

So, how are you?

11/11/11 11:11 So the whole world seems to be talking about it. Been appearing on fb the entire day from ppl around the world. So many couples got married today, and I wonder how many kids were born. Yet, some call it World Singles Day as there's so many ones!

Well, World Singles Day my ass. Take a freaking closer look. The 1's are all paired up. Double, couple, twins. Those people who actually think of it as Singles Day probably only see themselves as individuals and not looking at the whole picture. It takes two individuals, two single individuals to make a couple... Well, hopefully single...

Back in September of 99, I asked my mum the obvious question of why so many kids were borned on 8/8/88 or 9/9/99. I cannot remember her reply, but I do remember telling my mum that 8/8/88 aint special enough, cause my kid will be borned on 11/11/11! Obviously gave no thought into how old I would be :P

Kinda feels like this space aint my emo twitter any longer. I disappered for a while, and I guess things should change a little since I'm here again.

I finally can find time to type. In the dead of the night, on my back, while squinting to this mini BB screen.

A time set aside for my thoughts on just about everything and anything. Its a time where I can be true to my own emotions...

This sem has been the weirdest one by far in terms of workload. I had to hit the ground flying when the semester started with my design project. Up to 12 hours a day of hardcore work. Non stop for four weeks. As the weeks drew on, its difficult for me to even put together 12 hours of work in what.. 4 days, not counting classes that I have to attend.

There seems to be a lack or urgency due to the slacker modules. Geotechincal engineering and foundation engineering is by far the two slackiest modules in terms of content and workload in the entire civil engineering programme. Graduate modules are not very far behind...

The modules that I've taken this sem seems to be more quiz based than group projects. Not counting the design project.. Could this be the reason I feel more free? And In a way, I miss group projects. *fends off all the curses thrown at me as ppl, or anyone, read this* I find it fun to interact with people. Of course this assumes that you've got excellent group mates. Or even as least one other capable member.

Studying for quizzes is no fun. You hide out in your own respective bunkers studying to beat the other 99.99% in the bell curve. And when you fail in a quiz, you only have you to blame..

Or am I just shifting blame?

Today seems to have been a really pointless day. I spent probably 3 hours on work and like the other 12 hours slacking? I have come to totally dislike public holidays that are close to exams.. For one, its so blardy mafan to find food, and even if I were to go out, it'll just make me guilty for not studying. Not to mention, going out kinda seems like me just wandering around aimlessly these days :S

But then again, I somehow don't have that much to study which was the reason why I slacked so much. More on my workload this sem when I actually get to it.

If today were to just disappear, it wouldn't have mattered to me cause I did absolutely nothing productive. Oh, but Greys Anatomy is awesome by the way.

Chris chris, complained that you didn't get to live the same hour twice.. But give you one whole day also never make use of it.. What's one hour compared to one day? sigh

Goodnight world!

Nature has a way of making sure that things comes in sets of twos.

It takes two to tango.

There are two things that make a pair.

It takes two hands to clap.

Two people is what makes a couple.

And two commited people to make a marriage.

It takes two to be best friends, to start a dialogue, to double the fun and square the craziness.

And for all the lonely people out there, there's always you... and God.