Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Dear William and Kate,

If William is 100% royal and Kate is 0% royal, will that make your son the half-blood prince?

if its not from the heart, its not worth doing...
if its not from the heart, theres no use asking...
look what i found in my notes admist all the supposed studying...=(
Wow.. that just opened up a recently recovered wound...
"Did your brother freak out when you told him you almost died?"

"I didn't tell him, look at him. He's so happy. If he knew what I went through, he'll feel terrible. Why would I want to do that to him. I love him so much." ~Scrubs S05E17~

I'll remember you for helping out then, and the guy who loved mama's coffee.. RIP.
Out looking my self-reliance, independence and backbone...

Monday, May 30, 2011

I hope the ache I'm feeling in my chest is just feeling too hungry or even just a heart ache and not something more serious than that..
I would have no problems passing...

if only I were in the right state of mind.. but I guess then life would have been too easy...
I'll do alright... right?

Its funny how anothers words of encouragement can affect you..
About 12 hours to exam and I still dont think I can pass..

not even the bell curve can save me now...

Sunday, May 29, 2011

It would be easier to let go if I stopped believing that every relationship will be the last...

but only when you do believe, will you be able to give it your all..
God, grant me the SERENITY to accept the things I cannot change, the COURAGE to change the things I can and the WISDOM to know the difference.

Serenity, courage or wisdom?
the little things that mean so much..
in my moment of greatest excitement, i still think of sharing it with you...

but only as friends..

Saturday, May 28, 2011

when we first got together, i knew the consequences if we were to ever break up.. seems like i've forgotten about it after so long..
"You think more about things you've lost than the trophies that you've won. When you've won, you have a medal. When you've lost, you just keep thinking about what went wrong." ~Edwin VdS
Intellectually moved on, but not emotionally..
You can dream, you can reminisce, but whatever you do, do not dwell on it..
"Nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy"

were things too easy between us?
"theres no easy way of saying this, so i'm just gonna go straight ahead and say it..."