I'll be going home tomorrow. After an extended semester, but much less unlike the last. I preferred the last when my semester lasted a month longer than normal and I didn't go back home for another month. What could I say, I was having the time of my life travelling Europe. Semesters always signify the end of yet another chapter of university. However, this seems to be the penultimate chapter before the finale.

And before this chapter closes, I wished to have my answers. Or so I thought. So many questions, so many doubts, so many unconfirmed conclusions. When, What, Why, and How. Questions that keep swarming my head over recent times. It seems that three contants constantly occupies my mind this semester. FYP and gaming. So many times and so many occasions I felt like stretching out, reaching out for the answers to solve the mysteries that clouds me. Yet, time and time again, I fail to take the final step out the door. Some people take risks in life. All or nothing they say. I am not that person.

At the end of any chapter, there are bound to be cliffhangers, and this just happens to be one of them. No need to wonder, no need to ponder, no need to assume. Just an after thought one day to laugh over, hopefully. In the end, I won't be doing that stupid something. Reconsidered, and changed minds since the last thought. Some friendships really do mean the world. You just have to hope that the feeling's mutual.

But I guess at the end of the day, if I get the privilege of asking one question, it would be to know how things are. One may not care what others think, but there are others who still care about one..